Thursday, February 21, 2002
Why is it that straight guys (usually hot ones) have this way of flirting with me? It's like my own personal Temptation Island. The ones I meet will usually not talk to me at all at first. Then one day the relationship changes. It's "Jeff..what's up man!?", "Jeff, you're cool man!", "Jeff, come over here and suck my dick man!". (okay never the last comment cuz I would LOVE IT!) It's just weird. Maybe I read into things too much. But deep inside I feel like I don't. People like to flirt. Just a fact of life. And if a straight guy knows that I am gay and is cool with it, then I find that, more often than not, they will casually make comments to me. It's like they WANT me to WANT them. And sometimes I do. I love a challenge. And I especially like scaring the piss out of straight guys that THOUGHT they were straight, until suddenly they are sleeping in my bed and kissing me.
But these aren't the guys that will become boyfriends. Just guys that will either:
a) break my heart
b) be a fun, "experimental" hook-up
c) kick the living shit out of me.
It's an enjoyable and dangerous game.
I am going to miss it when I finally grow up and leave straight people alone.
But these aren't the guys that will become boyfriends. Just guys that will either:
a) break my heart
b) be a fun, "experimental" hook-up
c) kick the living shit out of me.
It's an enjoyable and dangerous game.
I am going to miss it when I finally grow up and leave straight people alone.
